One may wonder how an individual who strikes so much fear into everyone can fear anything themselves. Now my fears aren't of anything in the physical nature, but they are of accomplishments that I may not be able to obtain. I don't fear a man trying to kill me, a beast trying to capture me, or anything that involves my physical health. I fear that I will not be able to cause the downfall of my dearest half-brother, Arthur. I fear the one day, the mentioning of my name will not be coincided with trepidation of the masses. I fear that one day, I will not be able to bring misery to each and every individual that I choose. All of these fears are real and constantly reinforced each day that I live. Though I do fear, I also believe that my fears are my biggest strengths. I fear that I will be an irrelevant force is this large world, and that fear is what pushes me to never settle for just being an ordinary enchantress. Most importantly, all these fears I possess will one day be the reason why you fear me.
Ah, Aunt Morgan. As always, your...dedication and...enthusiasm are an inspiration to me. Mayhaps we can work together, in the future? I believe your powers and my destiny welded together could be a powerful weapon against my father. (And then I will quietly, quietly inch away from you because there is no way the people of Camelot will keep me as king with this particular brand of madness by my side. Really, what did that convent do to you?)
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I agree with the fear of not accomplishing your goals is terrifying. Every night before I go to bed I think about how scared I am also that I will not be able to humiliate people and to cause them misery. And to be honest, I also feared that people will not think I am handsome anymore.
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